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I am more than this. The ties which bind me to this fate are superficial. I will break them. I am more than the tears I cry at night when no one is awake to hear. I think in metaphors nowadays; every time I close my eyes I envision myself drowning, fighting the current to simply stay alive. I am the girl who has wished for death countless times and yet, still somehow manages to love life. I am the one whose scared to talk on the phone, yet determined to not be afraid of dying. Terrified to live a life with no meaning, yet afraid to mean something to someone. I am the girl who hates lying and I'm also the girl who lies. Take my breath from my

Alright,  so I was tagged by ~CheeseCherry (https://www.deviantart.com/cheesecherry) I have never done one of these thing in my life so I thought I'd give it a try. QUESTIONS: 1.) Do Stairs go up or down? Depends where you wanna go 2.) If you had a snail that could magically grant wishes, what would you name it? Marty 3.) If you could rob a bank, and you knew there was absolutely no way you would get caught/punished, would you do it? No, I prefer others don't lose all their money because of me. 4.) Do they have girl bathrooms in gay bars? Yes, yes they do. Been there done that. 5.) Can vegans eat animal crackers? only in their soup 6.) How many times a day do you pe

Ok, this is a weird thing for me to write and I doubt anybody cares but I'm going to write it anyways. Lately I've been feeling more and more unhappy with the things I write. When I started it was fun and I couldn't wait to get the ideas out of my head and I feel like I did that and what I wrote usually turned out decent. Now though, I feel as though I have to force myself to write things that I'm not happy with and I don't particularly like writing. I'm not having as many ideas as I used to have and I find I don't care as much anymore. I do have an idea for a story that I may or may not post but otherwise I may just stop altogether, at lea